That's what I think!... but today I came here ... and reading my blog i realised of something: I'M DOWN! since i didn't make it to france I HAVE NO INSPIRATION. Zero confidence on my own WHY? i'm a disaster and YES WE MAY HAVE TO ADD THE FACT THAT I'M NOT AT THE UNIVERSITY YET! oh yes of course! and normally anyone would say life sucks ! BUT IS NOT MY CASE !i say: I REALLY SUCK! NO TALENT NO NOTHING, NO SKILLS EITHER !
ACTUALLY I'VE LOST THE "PROUD OF MYSELF" I CAN'T SEE ME AT THE MIRROR AND SAY: CAME ON LUCIA YOU CAN DO IT ! YOU'RE PERFECT ! YOU HAVE EVERYTHING TO SHINE! ! NO I DON'T! I'M NOT THAT , SUDDENLY I'M QUITE STUPID. Like if every single person had lied to me all my life but now everybody have decided to reveal me something : I'M NOTHING! I can't criticize people behaviour like before because I'm not smart! and silly people behave as the society does, without asking itself if it's good or not;...so I may start doing the same now...
Yes is truth I've admitted that! I've completely lost my mind! and the worst thing is: I'M NOT BRAVE ENOUGH to publish it on Spanish because deep inside I wished you were not smart enough to understand this.
Lucy! Don't be silly! You did make it to France, it was THEIR mistake, not yours! And you know that TUC was not What you were getting ready for, you'll make it! I just have to quote Polich:
ResponderEliminar"Promise me you'll always remember:
You're braver than you believe,
and Stronger than you seem,
and smarter than you think."
Keep that in mind!
Much love <3